Dazed and confused, yet again

its 8:20pm.

i find myself once again in a vegetative state.  just thinking. smoking. pondering. drinking.

there are a lot of things happening right now in my world and in the confusion that surrounds it (i would rather separate the two so I could "see" clearly on certain issues I have to face)...  Philippine politics is at an all time low... There is a call for Patriotism in Filipinos...  Work seems to burn me out faster than before... Family is quiet but i fear a storm brewing...   And let's not even touch on my love life, it'll get even worse...

all I hear now are the Blahs and Buzz of the people around me. I'm finding a hard time concentrating. 

for now, there are three important-as-hell things I am already sure of:

1. I believe in the crusade for truth that Mr. Jun Lozada started.
2. I acknowledge I need more "me" time.
3. Coors light makes my stomach ache.

more thinking to come.